In her silent cedar cellar
upon a warm, smokey floor
back settling upon
the burgundy spirits
holding
her aches, joys,
dreams and curses.
She, in empty hands, asks
"Am I not enough?
Am I not woman enough?
To what do I owe this
malcontent, this disrespect,
This. This. Just.....this...
Be it true, that
the grime, the dirt
the stains on the floor
or the crinkled bed linens
dictate my
unworthiness
of being
Wife of the Year?
Be it true,
the piles of clothes,
sink of dishes,
the shedding dog,
the muddied children
and tearful baby
dictate how I am
unworthy of
Mother of the Year?
Be it true
in the mirror, oh, that mirror
which haunts and laughs
at the lines, wrinkles,
the cellulite - uninviting;
Be it true, that this body
which bore children
that receives your reprehension,
is just a memory of THE body
existing in the broken fragments
of the psyche refusing
to take form, proclaiming:
YOU are not worthy of being
a Sexy Woman."
Soft tears roll across her pink skin
carrying the pain of decades,
beading upon the amber cedar.
Arms hiding her vision
breathing in and sighs,
"Am I not enough?
Am I not enough you?"
She trails
"I am enough for me.
But, fail so miserably for you...why?"
Faintly, she chokes,
"I am enough."
A sudden warmth enters
like first sun on dew
He, hearing her heart's sorrow,
conveys lovers words
through muted lips
and begs forgiveness, renewal
before first bird's twitter
along the willow's branch tomorrow.
© 2014 DNKG Secrets of the Cedar Cellar
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Thursday, August 21, 2014
Let Creation Set You Free: Secrets of the Cedar Cellar
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Wow. This is beautiful. I can see her sitting there, I can feel her hurt. You write so beautifully. So deeply. Thank you so much for sharing your talent with us. Peace
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